Sweet Summertime!

Well - I've been out of school...or should I say done with work for the summer...for almost a week now. There will be days this summer that I go to school to do things that I just can't get done when the kids are there...but basically I'm on vacation for the next seven weeks. If the past seven days are any indication of my summer to come - it's going to be a crazy and exciting ride!

Wednesday morning I woke up and hit the gym. I've joined the Y for the summer and hope that I can now transform the outside to match the way I feel on the inside - which is awesome! After the gym I hit the road to Southport where I would get to spend time with Amy, Gary, and Lydia. Amy and I always have a lot of catching up to do and no matter how much time we have - it's never enough! One morning as we went for a walk a neighbor said we didn't walk long enough - I quickly let him know we were working our mouths as fast as we were our legs so it all counted! I can't get over how big Lydia is getting. She's eight months old now - crawling, pulling up, and babbling a little bit. She is really a happy baby and LOVES her mama. I've posted a few pictures for those of you who keep up with her. She loves fruit and has the cutest little laugh...she laughed at me a lot...guess I'm goofy looking.

I would like to say that my trip to Southport was a great vacation - but I stayed on the go! Thursday I met Jason and we went to meet his brother for lunch in Carolina Beach. We were able to visit the aquarium and spend some time at the beach. I do love a good walk on the beach with sand between my toes! The day ended at Rucker John's - one of my top ten favorite places to eat! I was so excited for Amy and Gary to meet Jason. We had great conversation and fellowship before all going our separate ways.

Friday I hit the road again after lunch with Amy, Jane, and Lydia. Todd and Bonnie have been back in NC for almost a year and I hadn't made it to Wilmington yet to visit - that's just shameful! Their house is beautiful and seated right in front of the sound. Jake and Emmie enjoy life by the water where they catch their own shrimp for lunch and at times have caught interesting sea creatures...like baby sharks. I was pretty terrified of walking out on their long doc, at one point, Emmie had one arm and Jake had the other trying to persuade me to walk out a little farther...after a while I finally made it to the end...I'm trying to work through my irrational fears...but it's going to take some work. Jake is quite the little kyaker *sorry that's probably not a real word*. He and Todd enjoyed a trip across the sound while I was there. My favorite part of the house is the porch. I'm sure Bonnie and I could have sat out there and talked for hours if time was endless. I never learned 'the art of relaxing'...but I think that may be one place I could do it.

By Friday night I was back home and ready to crash. Woke up Saturday and did the normal cleaning thing so I could hit the dusty trail again Saturday afternoon. I've been waiting for a chance to take Jason to Lake Gaston. This is another place where I can relax and let my guard down. We enjoyed riding on the boat with mom, dad, and part of dad's family. It's always nice to get away from reality (which I plan to do a lot this summer if I can).

Sunday - life slowed down a bit. Went to church and had a fantastic lunch with mom. We spent the evening at Grandma and Granddaddy Batten's celebrating Father's Day.

This week - I'm ready for a slow down. Gilbert and I are hanging out with Buddy today and Blaire is coming on Wednesday. We look forward to some time poolside and maybe a movie.

May the road always be free of traffic jams and the gas money be plentiful!

Life is Good :)

Testimony

I have been holding this blog in the back of my mind for over a week...so it's time to let it out.

Two Saturday's ago I attending a ladies luncheon at church. I was so excited to have an opportunity to get to know some ladies in my Sunday School class a little better. When we signed up for to participate in this event I am not sure any of us knew exactly what we were signing up for - but it was well worth it. The morning was spent in prayer, song, fellowship, food, and some amazing testimonies. As I was listening to teenagers sharing their testimony and someone closer to my age...I began to think...Allison if you sat down and wrote your testimony what would it look like...So for those of you who are interested...Here goes...

My life in church began nine months before I was born. Raised in Sunday School, church, GAs, Youth Group...you get the point. It has always been a bit of a misconception in my mind that you had to have a life altering event to turn your life around for Jesus in order to have an amazing testimony...I could not be more wrong. Don't misunderstand - you do have to change, from the inside out, but it doesn't mean you had to be a drug dealer on the streets who stumbled into church one day and be completely turned upside down.

When in seventh grade, at a youth conference in Wake Forest, I gave my life to Christ. I already felt like I was a pretty good person and was very excited to share this news with my family and friends. I took my walk with Christ very seriously...As I grew older I watched friends and acquaintances make choices that were harmful to them....Harmful relationships, harmful habits...People that I love, walking down a path I chose not to go down. Further down the road, in 10th grade, I attended Go Tell Camp at Liberty University. Here I felt the call to dedicate my life and service to Christ. This was a different call than my actual decision to become a Christian. This was a commitment to go where ever, and do whatever He asked to better His kingdom. I thought standing up for my morals and beliefs was all I needed. Although it was kind of a hit and miss with me as far as a daily quiet time and walk with Jesus - I knew my choices would make Him proud of me. Not until about teen years later did I realize...that was only a small portion of what He wanted from me.

Without going into a lot of detail (for my few regulars who already know about the past two years of my life), God has truly been working on my heart for the past eight months. Through Bible Study, a few mentors, a lot of time in the word and prayer...I have been completely transformed from the inside and now I'm working on the outside. I've learned so much through Bible study with my small group and my individual time with Christ. First - you cannot expect your preacher to give you what you need to get you through the week. Don't get me wrong - it's great to be fed on Sundays - but if you are going from Sunday to Sunday and not digging on your own during the week...you need to rethink that. Second - no one said being a Christian would be a bed of roses. I had been picked on some in high school and college for the things I chose to participate in and the things I didn't...but that was small potatoes to this whole 'being a grown up' thing (which is a bit over-rated by the way). Sometimes as Christians when we are going through the valley we chose to say why me (you know - play the pity card a bit)...Instead, we should say, okay Lord, why have you brought me here? What can I learn from it? BOY was this a HARD lesson for ALLISON! One of the most valuable lessons I have learned over the past study (and I mentioned this in my last blog I think) - Sometimes God must allow us to crawl into the pit (or valley) in order to refocus our minds and hearts towards him, so that he can prepare us for what's coming. I can look back over the past two years and see every reason for suffering that I have faced. I can look at my present and see how that prepared me for it. And I can look at the future and see that no matter what faces me - I am better prepared for it.

I am thrilled at where I am in life right now. I'm walking hand-in-hand with Christ and have been amazed at the amount of positive I can see in things and the blessings that I am so undeserving of. My prayer is that I can use my transformation to lead other's to Christ. I mentioned earlier that in tenth grade I dedicated my life to Christ - Some people thinks this means I will one day sell my house, pack two bags, and move to China...It might mean that...but right now I feel like I'm exactly where he wants me to be...Working in the school system is a huge mission field...I'm on a path of self discovery - although most people probably find themselves before age 28...I am excited about what the future holds.

Wrapping Up Ruth

FIRST - accept my apology for bouncing all over the place...maybe by the end of this it will all come together...

A little over a year ago Ashley and I shared a very personal Bible study in the comfort of my home. Just the two of us, letting God lead it where he wanted it to be. What God wanted...was to bring us both to a new place in life. As I sit here and write this I am missing Ashley. Not even gone from NC for a week...I miss her terribly and I'm not even sure she knows it. Her last few months here were such a whirlwind and my dog got more face to face time with her than I did. But that's not what this post is going to be about...

A lot has changed in the past year...If you have been reading my blog at all you will know a little of what I'm talking about. The quiet Bible study that started with just one friend has grown and changed a lot over the past 14+ months. God has shown me that I not only can serve children, but I can open my home up to women of all ages to fellowship and grow in Him. I am not sure what all of that means...I feel in no way capable of leading women's Bible study...but over the past few months God is leading my heart that way. I continue to pray about it, and strive to do what he wants me to on a daily basis.

Now - lets get to Ruth. Every time we have chosen a study it seems to be perfectly applicable to whatever I am dealing with in my life. It's funny how God's perfect timing works isn't it? I know in the past couple of weeks I've shared a little about what we have learned. It's amazing to flash back to 'Sunday School Days' and the simple story we were taught about Ruth...Boy is her story ANYTHING but Simple! If you read the book of Ruth - and take only one thing with you (which is nearly impossible) - It should be that God can use ANYONE to accomplish His plans. He will open and close the doors that he lays out in front of us - and if needed - He will push us through them when our heels have a tendency to dig in (Ruth's heels did not dig in - but mine do sometimes). We have to be WILLING to be made WILLING...when we are willing - there is NO TELLING what God is going to use us for. What will your legacy be?

Well - I have been working on this post for an hour and feel like I am rambling...so I am going to stop there. The picture above is just one from the weekend. I already posted about my 28th Birthday - which was phenomenal. I praise you God - for where I have been, where I am, and where you will lead me to over the next year of my life.